By sacred, deliberate intent - this book, The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind, is an energy space of commingled, heart-awakened love. By opening its pages, reading it, and repeating the 8 Commands of Awakened Love -- you are receiving this energy that flows perpetually for your highest, greatest, and most immediate benefit and good.
Every day for the past several weeks and months, I have held this book between my hands, or rested my hands upon this book, breathed deeply and passionately -- and transmitted the energy of universal love (Reiki) into its pages.
All copies of this book are intentionally and energetically intwined with each other through the law of quantum entanglement. This means that the energy of pure love that I (or you, or anyone) sends into this book, reaches now anyone and everyone who ever picks it up or repeats this sacred 8 commands from within the center of their chests.
Further, this book is also an energy broadcast. So that by simply holding it in your hands or resting it on your chest, you are receiving the energy of love that is communicated perpetually through its pages. You can receive positive chi, or energy vibrations, each and every time you work with this book in any way.
This is all through the Law of Universal Energy, or Love.
Love is the energy and consciousness that is everywhere and everywhen present. So that, should you get this book and send your sweetest, most sincere love into its pages, then that love will reach anyone and everyone who ever picks it up, whether they do so years in the future or years in the past, or whether they do so from across the room or across the planet. Love collapses time and awakens all hearts in the eternal now.
Love
Danny
copyright 2018 Danny Peebles
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The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind
Welcome to The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind. This space is an energetic broadcast of universal love. You are invited to take some deep inhaling and exhaling breaths, relax, and absorb the energy for your benefit. You will find insight into the 8 Commands of Awakened Love, along with affirmations and insights that are saturated with this love.
Showing posts with label awakened love. Show all posts
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Sunday, March 4, 2018
Saturday, January 6, 2018
When it hurts the most
The hardest part of this process of radically reconditioning my subconscious mind is when I act out of alignment. In other words, when I am human and make mistakes. When I get mad, hurt, frustrated, stressed out -- there is a part of my mind that says, "See, I told you so. Your highest love is not manifest within and as you. You are blankety-blankety-blank....," and along comes the self-name calling.
To this, I call bullshit.
Practicing the 8 Commands of Awakened Love means that I get to be fully human. I get to make mistakes. I get to feel the full range of human emotions. I get to go through the heartbreaks, the betrayals, the regrets, the grief, the pain.
It is my honor and privilege to go through life without pretending that I am not going through life.
So when I make mistakes, I get to practice the 1st and 2nd commands -- affirming that I am love -- and that as love -- I accept myself right where I am. I give myself some kindness and compassion. That is command #1. Then I get to be a conduit of the energy of love. I get to open my breath and my heart wide to the inner universe, and then I get to flood love through myself in all moments -- not just for my benefit -- but for the benefit of myself and all life around me. That is command #2.
But it's not easy.
I am finding this hard to do today. When my heart is aching, hurt, but open -- that is when I get to practice: The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind. If my heart-center hurts when I say this, then good, it's working. That is the precise moment when doing this work is most effective.
We are literally tapping these potent energizing commands into our bodies, where it is carving out a powerful space to live and grow in the roots and cells of our minds.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
Here is more information about the book:
The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind
To this, I call bullshit.
Practicing the 8 Commands of Awakened Love means that I get to be fully human. I get to make mistakes. I get to feel the full range of human emotions. I get to go through the heartbreaks, the betrayals, the regrets, the grief, the pain.
It is my honor and privilege to go through life without pretending that I am not going through life.
So when I make mistakes, I get to practice the 1st and 2nd commands -- affirming that I am love -- and that as love -- I accept myself right where I am. I give myself some kindness and compassion. That is command #1. Then I get to be a conduit of the energy of love. I get to open my breath and my heart wide to the inner universe, and then I get to flood love through myself in all moments -- not just for my benefit -- but for the benefit of myself and all life around me. That is command #2.
But it's not easy.
I am finding this hard to do today. When my heart is aching, hurt, but open -- that is when I get to practice: The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind. If my heart-center hurts when I say this, then good, it's working. That is the precise moment when doing this work is most effective.
We are literally tapping these potent energizing commands into our bodies, where it is carving out a powerful space to live and grow in the roots and cells of our minds.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
Here is more information about the book:
The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind
Sunday, December 31, 2017
The highest love that I am...
The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.
This is the first command of the Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind. It is a powerful invocation to our higher selves to anchor ourselves inside our bodies in every moment as love.
The highest love that I am...
This part of the command is an acknowledgment of who we are on the highest and on the deepest level of our beings.
is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind...
This part of the command is where we are making a commitment, moment by moment, to live our highest love. We are saying that love is awake inside our bodies, and that love is awake as our bodies. We are literally intending that our bodies and minds BECOME the energy of love, or perhaps better put, that we shed the illusions and remember that our bodies and minds HAVE ALWAYS BEEN the energy of love. Either way, there is a death involved.
The death of our separateness.
Of our smallness.
Of the illusion that we are insignificant.
Of our unworthiness programs.
This death takes courage, so working with this command takes courage.
It isn't easy, but the rewards are amazing. With continued practice, we will begin to experience deeper peace, more fulfilled states of creative flow, deeper connections, and more ecstasy in our every day lives. But there will be unconscious globs of pain, sadness, and grief that will come up. We are plunging the highest love that we are inside the cells of our bodies, which has been a gnarly forest of old conditioning for quite sometime. So we have to have staying power.
The practice is to literally tap this command directly into our subconscious minds using the medium of our heart-fields and our physiology. Many experts believe that the body IS the subconscious mind, or holds the subconscious mind. So as we utilize our physiology to see, feel, and intend that this command is tapped inside the roots, cells, and alleyways of our bodies -- then we are directly reconditioning our subconscious minds.
You can begin by simply repeating the command 12 times in a row while tapping the center of your chest. When you are done, relax and see how you feel. As you do this, 1) you are connecting on a heart-centered level with everyone else who is repeating it, and 2) you are receiving the life-force energy of love that is communicated into and through the command. It will heighten your vibration and dislodge stuff from your memories and from your subconscious mind that need to be released.
Come back again and again to work and rework the command into your system. There is more in the book, but for now, just begin repeating it.
With time, it will totally transform every area of your life because you will begin to remember you are love, have always been love, and therefore, are free, and will always be free.
So it is not the command itself that does the work, but your own innate intelligence of love that is awakening from within you, that is the mover and the shaker.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind is an energy space of love, and a broadcast of love. Each and every book in print is commingled on a heart-based intentional level with every other book -- and the energy of love flowing through one, flows through them all. With this book, you have an invisible connection with everyone else tapping and repeating these sacred commands.
This is the first command of the Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind. It is a powerful invocation to our higher selves to anchor ourselves inside our bodies in every moment as love.
The highest love that I am...
This part of the command is an acknowledgment of who we are on the highest and on the deepest level of our beings.
is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind...
This part of the command is where we are making a commitment, moment by moment, to live our highest love. We are saying that love is awake inside our bodies, and that love is awake as our bodies. We are literally intending that our bodies and minds BECOME the energy of love, or perhaps better put, that we shed the illusions and remember that our bodies and minds HAVE ALWAYS BEEN the energy of love. Either way, there is a death involved.
The death of our separateness.
Of our smallness.
Of the illusion that we are insignificant.
Of our unworthiness programs.
This death takes courage, so working with this command takes courage.
It isn't easy, but the rewards are amazing. With continued practice, we will begin to experience deeper peace, more fulfilled states of creative flow, deeper connections, and more ecstasy in our every day lives. But there will be unconscious globs of pain, sadness, and grief that will come up. We are plunging the highest love that we are inside the cells of our bodies, which has been a gnarly forest of old conditioning for quite sometime. So we have to have staying power.
The practice is to literally tap this command directly into our subconscious minds using the medium of our heart-fields and our physiology. Many experts believe that the body IS the subconscious mind, or holds the subconscious mind. So as we utilize our physiology to see, feel, and intend that this command is tapped inside the roots, cells, and alleyways of our bodies -- then we are directly reconditioning our subconscious minds.
You can begin by simply repeating the command 12 times in a row while tapping the center of your chest. When you are done, relax and see how you feel. As you do this, 1) you are connecting on a heart-centered level with everyone else who is repeating it, and 2) you are receiving the life-force energy of love that is communicated into and through the command. It will heighten your vibration and dislodge stuff from your memories and from your subconscious mind that need to be released.
Come back again and again to work and rework the command into your system. There is more in the book, but for now, just begin repeating it.
With time, it will totally transform every area of your life because you will begin to remember you are love, have always been love, and therefore, are free, and will always be free.
So it is not the command itself that does the work, but your own innate intelligence of love that is awakening from within you, that is the mover and the shaker.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind is an energy space of love, and a broadcast of love. Each and every book in print is commingled on a heart-based intentional level with every other book -- and the energy of love flowing through one, flows through them all. With this book, you have an invisible connection with everyone else tapping and repeating these sacred commands.
Wednesday, December 20, 2017
The spirit-pulse to amp up this process
I am not really sure what I want to say today, except that I need to start sharing more on this blog. I am feeling a deep soul question arise in me, What are you doing? Is what you are doing in alignment with your overriding mission in life?
It is time to step up and really go for a deeper and more potent awakening in my life. There is a paragraph from a chapter of the book that reads as follows:
"There will be many moments in this journey together where we simply must tap into deep reservoirs of strength and courage and take the whole process up a notch. We are stronger, more powerful, and more beautiful than anything that may have happened to us in the past. We are stronger than our conditioning. We are larger than our stories. We are way more than we can possibly imagine. We are universal beings energetically clothed in our beautiful but temporary human forms."
I am really feeling pushed by Spirit to take this process up a notch, especially when it comes to Command #1: The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.
I am feeling the spirit-pulse to do a 24 hour period of repeating this command continuously. I have an idea as to how I would do it. I would lock myself up in my small apartment in the mountains and simply repeat, feel, and vibrate the command for the whole 24 hours, from 6pm Friday night to 6 pm Saturday night. I would repeat it aloud for periods, in a whisper for periods, silently for periods, and I would breathe the affirmation for periods. If I had to sleep I would do short naps like for an hour, and listen to the affirmation with headphones as I slept.
Then I am feeling the further impulse to do 13 twenty four hour periods of repeating the command between now and January 1, 2019. Whew. In looking at this mountain, a part of me says, "hey, your life is not forever, you need to really amp up this practice for the benefit of yourself and everyone around you."
My intention is that after the 24 hours, there would be nothing left of me but the vibration and consciousness of love.
Of course, this isn't required for everyone -- it is something that I am wanting to do for myself, because I am the author and teacher of this material, I want every cell and atom of my body to resonate with the truth of these command.
I want to be authentic and live what I teach.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
It is time to step up and really go for a deeper and more potent awakening in my life. There is a paragraph from a chapter of the book that reads as follows:
"There will be many moments in this journey together where we simply must tap into deep reservoirs of strength and courage and take the whole process up a notch. We are stronger, more powerful, and more beautiful than anything that may have happened to us in the past. We are stronger than our conditioning. We are larger than our stories. We are way more than we can possibly imagine. We are universal beings energetically clothed in our beautiful but temporary human forms."
I am really feeling pushed by Spirit to take this process up a notch, especially when it comes to Command #1: The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.
I am feeling the spirit-pulse to do a 24 hour period of repeating this command continuously. I have an idea as to how I would do it. I would lock myself up in my small apartment in the mountains and simply repeat, feel, and vibrate the command for the whole 24 hours, from 6pm Friday night to 6 pm Saturday night. I would repeat it aloud for periods, in a whisper for periods, silently for periods, and I would breathe the affirmation for periods. If I had to sleep I would do short naps like for an hour, and listen to the affirmation with headphones as I slept.
Then I am feeling the further impulse to do 13 twenty four hour periods of repeating the command between now and January 1, 2019. Whew. In looking at this mountain, a part of me says, "hey, your life is not forever, you need to really amp up this practice for the benefit of yourself and everyone around you."
My intention is that after the 24 hours, there would be nothing left of me but the vibration and consciousness of love.
Of course, this isn't required for everyone -- it is something that I am wanting to do for myself, because I am the author and teacher of this material, I want every cell and atom of my body to resonate with the truth of these command.
I want to be authentic and live what I teach.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
Monday, December 11, 2017
Sending love through our mistakes
Why?
Why do we do this to ourselves?
And it’s the small mistakes that I have been so hard on myself about. Forgetting my keys. Typos in my books.
I am better.
It has been a long road. Where before I would berate myself for a good half hour over the small mistakes, now it doesn’t last as long, and it is not as intense. The edge has been taken off quite a bit, and there are times when I am actually quite loving with myself.
But what if all these mistakes, all these errors, were actually opportunities to send our highest love into form?
Try this:
The next time you make a mistake, like dropping something, or forgetting something, or making a typo in life, take a deep breath and flood your highest love through the opening created by that error.
You may forget to do this. I do. We all do. So after (or as) you are reading yourself the riot act, take a deep breath and love yourself.
Better yet, take a deep breath and send some love to the part of yourself that is doing the berating. It makes matters much worse to beat up on the internal beater-upper.
This takes practice.
But you can interrupt the “beat on yourself for being human” pattern with one deep breath of love.
And another, and another.
Over and over again until our human selves feel loved and honored by our higher selves unconditionally.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
The process of anchoring The 8 Commands of Awakened Love into our chests, cells, mind, and emotions — cultivates a state of unconditional self-love. If you haven’t given yourself the gift of this book yet, you can do so here.
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Friday, November 24, 2017
Love wakes up our connection with each other
I am so happy and grateful that I am continuing this incredible journey of the heart. Lately, I have been opening the book to page 16 and simply reading the list of 8 Commands of Awakened Love with searing concentration while I take deep and continuous breaths.
I do all three of these at the same time:
1. I fill my belly and chest completely with air... in and out... continuously... with no pauses between breaths.
2. I concentrate my third eye upon the commands with deep penetration as I read them.
3. I open my chest and absorb the commands into my emotional centers, chest, and body.
As I read, I am internally commanding that the entire list of commands are my living truth. On all levels of my mind and body, the commands of Being Love, Flow of Love, Vulnerability, Aum, Gratitude, Self-Forgiveness, Joy, and Service are now my reality.
Further -- I am connecting with each and every beautiful soul, mind, and body who is repeating, feeling, and vibrating these commands in any moment in time. Love is omnipresent, so anytime I connect to these commands with a loving intent, I am connecting with everyone else doing the same thing. That is the absolute miracle and beauty of this mastermind.
To illustrate:
Someone in London, on April 3, 2018 is connecting with someone in South America on August 4, 2021, who are both connecting with someone in Southern Missouri on June 3, 2029. All three people are tapping their chests and repeating the commands with a loving intent -- and in the omnipresence of love -- are invisibly connecting with each other. As a result, the commands vibrate with even more magnetism and energy for all three people.
We humans are energetically entwined on the deepest levels of energy.
Love wakes up our awareness of that connection.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
This Mastermind of the Heart is for spiritual and emotional warriors who are here on this planet to amplify the energy of this love in a major way. This work isn't always easy -- is not for the faint of heart -- but the rewards are truly worth the time and effort.
I do all three of these at the same time:
1. I fill my belly and chest completely with air... in and out... continuously... with no pauses between breaths.
2. I concentrate my third eye upon the commands with deep penetration as I read them.
3. I open my chest and absorb the commands into my emotional centers, chest, and body.
As I read, I am internally commanding that the entire list of commands are my living truth. On all levels of my mind and body, the commands of Being Love, Flow of Love, Vulnerability, Aum, Gratitude, Self-Forgiveness, Joy, and Service are now my reality.
Further -- I am connecting with each and every beautiful soul, mind, and body who is repeating, feeling, and vibrating these commands in any moment in time. Love is omnipresent, so anytime I connect to these commands with a loving intent, I am connecting with everyone else doing the same thing. That is the absolute miracle and beauty of this mastermind.
To illustrate:
Someone in London, on April 3, 2018 is connecting with someone in South America on August 4, 2021, who are both connecting with someone in Southern Missouri on June 3, 2029. All three people are tapping their chests and repeating the commands with a loving intent -- and in the omnipresence of love -- are invisibly connecting with each other. As a result, the commands vibrate with even more magnetism and energy for all three people.
We humans are energetically entwined on the deepest levels of energy.
Love wakes up our awareness of that connection.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
This Mastermind of the Heart is for spiritual and emotional warriors who are here on this planet to amplify the energy of this love in a major way. This work isn't always easy -- is not for the faint of heart -- but the rewards are truly worth the time and effort.
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
Where there is resistance there is the potential for growth
Where the resistance is the strongest, the potential for growth is the highest.
This is a truth that I am facing each and every day. This mastermind is emotionally challenging, but deeply rewarding for me. The 8 Commands are designed to facilitate the awakening of the wholeness of love that is already there.
We are already all the love that we could ever want to experience. In the beingness of love, we have everything.
The whole universe is cocooned inside the consciousness of love, and everything we experience is designed to help us move closer to the fulfillment found in dissolving in that love.
We are already all the love that we could ever want to experience. In the beingness of love, we have everything.
The whole universe is cocooned inside the consciousness of love, and everything we experience is designed to help us move closer to the fulfillment found in dissolving in that love.
Yet, the resistance is strong. My ego fights it every day. My tendency is to crawl up inside my loneliness and not reach, not stretch, not connect. So I am a work in progress. And I honor myself for where I am.
The beautiful part is that we are all works in progress, and we are also the perfection of joy that witnesses that progress. We are both human and divine. Flawed and perfect.
All at the same time.
So here I am -- moving forward -- I am so grateful.
As these commands get anchored in the hearts and minds of more and more people -- this energy field of awakened love will get stronger.
Relationships will become expressions of depth, feeling, joy, acceptance, and freedom.
Our bodies will radiate on more grounded levels with light.
Our minds will become attuned to creative impulses and insights, bursts and breakthroughs that get more and more amazing by the day.
The joy that we are will rise.
The trick is to just keep going -- even if we are slogging through the mud.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
Click here to learn more about the 8 Commands of Awakened Love.
Saturday, November 18, 2017
The unstoppable power of love
I am so honored and grateful to be a member of the human race at this moment in time. The power of love is truly unstoppable in its transformation of human consciousness. We are definitely in transition from the heavy stagnant energies of fear, apathy, and disconnection running the planet --- to the powers of love, compassion, and appreciation running the planet.
It has been a difficult few weeks for me. I have continued to transmit the energy of love through my body and into the heart-space between my hands. I have continued to work with the 8 commands of awakened love. I have continued to love, accept, and embrace all the stuff that comes up as a result -- to the best of my ability.
Awakening in love is not about being perfect and not making mistakes -- but about allowing the perfection of love to be seen and felt through all our mistakes.
Lester Levenson, the one who originated the releasing methods, said "See the perfection where the imperfection only seems to be."
This is hard when we are feeling stuff that appears not of love. Anger, anguish, apathy, grief, sadness, depression, pain, etc -- these all seem to be contrary to love. However, love is the consciousness and energy that shines through all of these emotions, embraces them all, and brings a genuine compassion to them. Love accepts everything, and meets us where we are.
Not only will everything be okay, but everything is okay right here and now.
Everything is okay right here and now.
There is nothing to fix.
In accepting everything that arises from depths of my body and mind, I realize, awaken, and unleash the unstoppable power of love.
So today, on this Saturday, I am driving to get my precious step son and spiritual teacher, who is autistic, and bringing him up the mountain to our community potluck. He has always been. His consciousness is eternal. He brought me under his wings of consciousness and joy as I helped raise him from age 4 to age 20.
I didn't raise him, he raised me.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
I am so honored and grateful to lay these 8 Commands of Awakened Love at the feet of that unstoppable force of love rising and unfolding through the hearts and minds of human beings everywhere. I certainly don't have them mastered, but am working on it. I love you, my beautiful friend and human being -- whomever you are -- from wherever you find yourself reading these words. Your love is unstoppable!
It has been a difficult few weeks for me. I have continued to transmit the energy of love through my body and into the heart-space between my hands. I have continued to work with the 8 commands of awakened love. I have continued to love, accept, and embrace all the stuff that comes up as a result -- to the best of my ability.
Awakening in love is not about being perfect and not making mistakes -- but about allowing the perfection of love to be seen and felt through all our mistakes.
Lester Levenson, the one who originated the releasing methods, said "See the perfection where the imperfection only seems to be."
This is hard when we are feeling stuff that appears not of love. Anger, anguish, apathy, grief, sadness, depression, pain, etc -- these all seem to be contrary to love. However, love is the consciousness and energy that shines through all of these emotions, embraces them all, and brings a genuine compassion to them. Love accepts everything, and meets us where we are.
Not only will everything be okay, but everything is okay right here and now.
Everything is okay right here and now.
There is nothing to fix.
In accepting everything that arises from depths of my body and mind, I realize, awaken, and unleash the unstoppable power of love.
So today, on this Saturday, I am driving to get my precious step son and spiritual teacher, who is autistic, and bringing him up the mountain to our community potluck. He has always been. His consciousness is eternal. He brought me under his wings of consciousness and joy as I helped raise him from age 4 to age 20.
I didn't raise him, he raised me.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
I am so honored and grateful to lay these 8 Commands of Awakened Love at the feet of that unstoppable force of love rising and unfolding through the hearts and minds of human beings everywhere. I certainly don't have them mastered, but am working on it. I love you, my beautiful friend and human being -- whomever you are -- from wherever you find yourself reading these words. Your love is unstoppable!
Friday, November 10, 2017
Unearthing grief and anchoring our bodies in love
The awakening of the energy and consciousness of pure love within us requires that we feel everything that needs to be felt. In the reflection of this truth, this has been a really hard week for me emotionally.
I listened to the Tony Robbins podcast, where Lewis Howes, the author of The Mask of Masculinity, was being interviewed. He shared some deeply personal and painful experiences of being sexually abused as a young boy. As well, he shared about many of the masks that men wear, how these masks hurt us, and how to live more openly and authentically as our real selves.
This really cracked me open on so many levels.
I lived and survived through sexual abuse as a child as well. His talk also brought up emotions surrounding my uncle Joe's suicide when I was 12 years old. My uncle Joe wore the Stoic mask, and to me at the time, seemed larger than life. He was tall, dark, handsome, and the guy everyone in the family went to for counsel and advice.
He was driving the motorcycle when he accidentally went into a spin that resulted in an accident that took my brother's life. My brother was 16, and his death devastated the family. My uncle felt responsible, and must have carried enormous amounts of guilt. Looking into his eyes at the funeral was like staring into the soul of agony itself.
The accident happened in August, and in December of that same year, my uncle went missing. After a three week search, his body was found, charred and burned. He had killed himself with a 45 caliber pistol and gasoline.
I was 12, and when the news of his death came, and the manner in which it happened -- a switch flipped and I became a dream character living through a dream life. Nothing was real. I buried the pain. It was just too much.
Later in life, as I got sober from drugs and alcohol, I felt the pain and grief of my brother's passing, but rarely felt the pain of my uncle's suicide.
So this week, my heart has been cracked open. As I practice repeating and feeling the 8 Commands of Awakened Love, more specifically Command #1, I am confronted with the truth that this work is not a bypass.
In being love, we don't get to skip over the painful stuff. As a result of this upheaval, I have been angry, sad, lonely, and depressed this week. I have kept up the practice of repeating the commands and doing my love-transmissions every day, but it has been really hard. I feel tired.
~I have felt the wanting to die within me.
~I have wondered how alone my uncle must have felt in the three weeks he was missing.
~I wonder who the last person was that he talked to, the last human interaction he had before he plunged through the door of suicide.
~I have imagined myself in that field where he died, and I do my best to infuse that scene with energies of love and forgiveness.
~I reflect that he often told me that I didn't need to smoke pot, that I could live without it, and I reflect on how much I love him for that. (He planted the seeds of sobriety in me)
~I remember how beautiful he was, and how much I loved him, and love him still.
This brings up a lot of pain -- and now I am feeling strong enough to feel it. I buried his suicide almost 38 years ago (Christmas of 1979). When we bury emotions -- it is often hard to find where we buried them.
And when we plant these powerful commands of the heart inside our bodies -- the love within us knows where these memories and emotions are buried, and wraps them in gentle compassion, while also demanding that they be felt and faced.
Last night I did a breathwork class facilitated the amazing and talented Woman Mystic and Shaman, Trine Bietz, and during that class, was blessed with the plant medicine of pure tobacco. This plant medicine is rooted in the Divine Masculine, and helps me stay grounded in this grief, and not try to bypass it.
Mainly, I send the energy of love to the young twelve year old kid, red-eyed and stoned, completely flattened by the tragedy of death and suicide, living from bowl-of-weed to bowl-of-weed, clinging to life by the thread.
I love him, and let him know that it's safe to feel again.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
You are invited to join me in this Energetic Mastermind where we anchor the 8 Commands of Awakened Love into our hearts, bodies and minds. Keep in mind, it is not for the faint of heart, it is for the spiritual warriors on this planet, who may be feeling tired, broken, scared, and lonely. This mastermind is here to let you know that you are NOT alone.
Here is the 1st one:
The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.
Take several deep breaths and repeat that command 12 times in a row, with deep feeling, passion, and truth. Feel the energy of pure love that is being transmitted through it's words. Allow it entry into your cells and atoms. Keep coming back every day to repeat this process, and feel the connection with myself and anyone and everyone who is repeating it in any moment in time.
I listened to the Tony Robbins podcast, where Lewis Howes, the author of The Mask of Masculinity, was being interviewed. He shared some deeply personal and painful experiences of being sexually abused as a young boy. As well, he shared about many of the masks that men wear, how these masks hurt us, and how to live more openly and authentically as our real selves.
This really cracked me open on so many levels.
I lived and survived through sexual abuse as a child as well. His talk also brought up emotions surrounding my uncle Joe's suicide when I was 12 years old. My uncle Joe wore the Stoic mask, and to me at the time, seemed larger than life. He was tall, dark, handsome, and the guy everyone in the family went to for counsel and advice.
He was driving the motorcycle when he accidentally went into a spin that resulted in an accident that took my brother's life. My brother was 16, and his death devastated the family. My uncle felt responsible, and must have carried enormous amounts of guilt. Looking into his eyes at the funeral was like staring into the soul of agony itself.
The accident happened in August, and in December of that same year, my uncle went missing. After a three week search, his body was found, charred and burned. He had killed himself with a 45 caliber pistol and gasoline.
I was 12, and when the news of his death came, and the manner in which it happened -- a switch flipped and I became a dream character living through a dream life. Nothing was real. I buried the pain. It was just too much.
Later in life, as I got sober from drugs and alcohol, I felt the pain and grief of my brother's passing, but rarely felt the pain of my uncle's suicide.
So this week, my heart has been cracked open. As I practice repeating and feeling the 8 Commands of Awakened Love, more specifically Command #1, I am confronted with the truth that this work is not a bypass.
In being love, we don't get to skip over the painful stuff. As a result of this upheaval, I have been angry, sad, lonely, and depressed this week. I have kept up the practice of repeating the commands and doing my love-transmissions every day, but it has been really hard. I feel tired.
~I have felt the wanting to die within me.
~I have wondered how alone my uncle must have felt in the three weeks he was missing.
~I wonder who the last person was that he talked to, the last human interaction he had before he plunged through the door of suicide.
~I have imagined myself in that field where he died, and I do my best to infuse that scene with energies of love and forgiveness.
~I reflect that he often told me that I didn't need to smoke pot, that I could live without it, and I reflect on how much I love him for that. (He planted the seeds of sobriety in me)
~I remember how beautiful he was, and how much I loved him, and love him still.
This brings up a lot of pain -- and now I am feeling strong enough to feel it. I buried his suicide almost 38 years ago (Christmas of 1979). When we bury emotions -- it is often hard to find where we buried them.
And when we plant these powerful commands of the heart inside our bodies -- the love within us knows where these memories and emotions are buried, and wraps them in gentle compassion, while also demanding that they be felt and faced.
Last night I did a breathwork class facilitated the amazing and talented Woman Mystic and Shaman, Trine Bietz, and during that class, was blessed with the plant medicine of pure tobacco. This plant medicine is rooted in the Divine Masculine, and helps me stay grounded in this grief, and not try to bypass it.
Mainly, I send the energy of love to the young twelve year old kid, red-eyed and stoned, completely flattened by the tragedy of death and suicide, living from bowl-of-weed to bowl-of-weed, clinging to life by the thread.
I love him, and let him know that it's safe to feel again.
Love
Danny
copyright 2017 Danny Peebles
You are invited to join me in this Energetic Mastermind where we anchor the 8 Commands of Awakened Love into our hearts, bodies and minds. Keep in mind, it is not for the faint of heart, it is for the spiritual warriors on this planet, who may be feeling tired, broken, scared, and lonely. This mastermind is here to let you know that you are NOT alone.
Here is the 1st one:
The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.
Take several deep breaths and repeat that command 12 times in a row, with deep feeling, passion, and truth. Feel the energy of pure love that is being transmitted through it's words. Allow it entry into your cells and atoms. Keep coming back every day to repeat this process, and feel the connection with myself and anyone and everyone who is repeating it in any moment in time.
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